You know when you just don't feel as though you belong somewhere that you've tried to put yourself into?
You know when it's really hard to stay positive about something that you've taken on but then everybody on your so called "team" (if you even call it that...) doesn't even acknowledge your presence?
You know when you thought a couple months ago that you could handle everything, then when it all starts to pile on, the haunting of the stress makes it that much worse?
You know when some things aren't so great in life and then you feel really good about something and then you get chewed out for it and asked what the purpose is for and get told that it's a waste of time?
You know when it's really hard to find someone to lean on?
You know that feeling when you finally don't care what other people think and just do what you do because you can?
You know that feeling when you realize that you have the best friend in the world who is always loving you for you, whether you're having a bad hair day, or you're in a bad mood and everything in the world is wrong and yet, they still love you anyway?
You know when you figure out that that OTHER Best Friend who is always there for you, even when no one else can be for you and He is always there for you even when you're not really paying much attention to Him?
God is the answer to all of our problems, struggles, stresses... Everything under the sun, and yet people still have yet to realize that He is the Mediator and can get us through the hardest of trials (like my senior year for instance...)
Be grateful for what you do have in life and hopefully you will be able to use that in your life to help you through it. God gives us blessings, we just have to be able to see them through the thick fog of suckish problems in life. Hm... yep. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. Can you tell?